Poplars pencilled grey-green onto uniform grey, this cloud cover pressing down was a wet intangible mass that pulled the horizon close, while pancakes at the tail-end of winter were not for us—only a metaphor for landscape flatness.
These layers of dirt turned fertile mud will go back to saltwater swamp in my lifetime, but that’s not why I ran. The roots are still there, creeping up the walls of family lore, tendrils feeling for my wrists and ankles—distance is a necessity. Lines in perpetual flight until the sea returns with a tide of silt and a new perspective: I will watch from over here as it washes away my childhood, for I escaped to a different language, where the taunts I remember don’t translate. |